Monday, August 19, 2013

A Commentary on the Upanishads by Swami Nirmalananda Giri -5




























A Commentary
on the Upanishads
by
Swami Nirmalananda Giri



From the Unreal to the Real

Eternal values







There is an obscure Protestant song entitled “With Eternity’s Values in View.”
Musically it is not much, but philosophically it is profound. We are not temporal,
mortal beings, and if we live our life as though we were, then only confusion and chaos
can result. Instead we must see ourselves as eternal beings presently dreaming the
dream of evolution–a dream whose culmination is awakening, toward which all of our
attention and awareness should be focused. Nachiketa knew this, but Yama underlined
it, telling him:
“Well I know that earthly treasure lasts but till the morrow. For did not I myself,
wishing to be King of Death, make sacrifice with fire? But the sacrifice was a fleeting
thing, performed with fleeting objects, and small is my reward, seeing that only for a
moment will my reign endure.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:10) What are a billion years
compared to eternity? Not even a glimmer. Why, then, do we scramble after such
short-lived earthly goals, goals that even if attained prove to be worthless since they
vanish away so quickly? Why do we continually deny our eternity and affirm the
delusion of temporality? Because we identify thoroughly with that which is temporal
and finite.
Buddha and two fools
Buddha once encountered two deluded ascetics. One always behaved like a dog
and the other like a water buffalo. No explanation is given for their behavior. Perhaps it
related to some deity worshipped by them. For example, a dog would be related to
Bhairava, a form of Shiva, and a water buffalo to the goddess Durga. However it might
be, they wanted to know from Buddha what the results of their way of life would be. He
refused to answer, but they kept insisting, so he told them plainly that if they were
lucky they would be reborn as a dog and a water buffalo, and if they were unlucky they
would find themselves in astral hells corresponding to their aberrative life and
thought. As anticipated by Buddha, they wailed and fussed and went away without
gaining any sense or rectifying their foolish ways. We are just like them, except we are
hypocrites, claiming to believe in the eternal, unconditioned Self and acting just the
opposite.
The dilemma of the gods
It is true that there is nothing on this earth we cannot attain if we put forth the
effort. In previous creations human beings performed elaborate rituals to become
“gods” in this creation, including Brahma the creator. They succeeded, and the result
was that they suffer more pain and anxiety than human beings do and are more subject
to mental aberrations than humans. Furthermore, they are bound until the end of this
creation cycle to fulfil their offices and can in no way shirk or abandon them. So they
are more bound than any human being could ever be. In other words, their heaven has
turned out to be a hell. Still their main anxiety is fear over falling from their exalted
status and returning to human form. They have learned nothing from their experience.
(Do we?)

A metaphysical fact
“But the sacrifice was a fleeting thing, performed with fleeting objects, and small is
my reward, seeing that only for a moment will my reign endure.” Within this lament of
Yama is embedded a profound truth regarding spiritual life.
Only the spirit is eternal and everlasting. Everything else, however highly evolved
or sacred, is temporal and impermanent. However long-lived they may be, in time they
will dissolve back into the primal energy of manifestation and we will lose them–never
really having “had” them at all. Consequently, the wise seek only for the eternal spirit,
though using the material and the temporal to aid them in their search. For example,
physical health is not enlightenment, but it certainly makes the enlightenment process
easier. Material sufficiency relieves us from anxiety and helps us pursue spiritual life
without distraction. And so forth.
Discipline is essential for material life, and even more so for spiritual life. Yet,
discipline will not take us to the goal–it will greatly facilitate our going, but we must
never mistake proficiency in any discipline or practice for spiritual attainment. In the
same way, any type of yogic practice that does not deal directly with Consciousness will
not result in enlightenment. Like discipline, it may help us in our ascent to higher
awareness, but it must not be mistaken for that awareness.
“Sadhana” means spiritual practice that leads to the revelation of the Real (Sat). The
temporal does not lead to the eternal, therefore real sadhana must begin and end in
spirit consciousness. No material procedure is sadhana, nor is any externally-oriented
practice sadhana. The only true sadhana is the turning inward of the mind and the
perception of the inmost spirit. In other words, meditation alone is sadhana–meditation
free of all mechanics and gimmicks, simple and direct, leading to the ultimate
Simplicity that is the Self. We must begin with spirit if we are to end with spirit. That is
why Patanjali briefly outlines the nature of God, telling us that “His manifesting Word
is Om,” and concluding: “Its japa and meditation is The Way.” For constant japa/
meditation utilizing the Eternal Om will render us an Infinite Reward.
In just a few more verses the Katha Upanishad encapsulates it thus: “Of that goal
which all the Vedas declare, which is implicit in all penances, and in pursuit of which
men lead lives of continence and service, of that will I briefly speak. It is–OM. This
syllable is Brahman. This syllable is indeed supreme. He who knows it obtains his
desire. It is the strongest support. It is the highest symbol. He who knows it is
reverenced as a knower of Brahman.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:16, 17)
The truth
All truth is a two-edged sword. It tells us what IS and what IS NOT. The truth about
the Self and Brahman also tells us what is not the Self or Brahman. Those of us who
are clinging to the unreal will find this painful or at least uncomfortable. But we have to
let go of the unreal to lay hold of the Real. If we do not like this fact we need not bother
with Real, but keep on whirling around in our little hamster wheel we call life. But the
wise listen and act upon Yama’s next words to Nachiketa:
‘The goal of worldly desire, the glittering objects for which all men long, the
celestial pleasures they hope to gain by religious rites, the most sought-after of
miraculous powers—all these were within thy grasp. But all these, with firm resolve,
thou hast renounced.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:11)
To enter into Life we turn away from all fulfillments of material and temporal
desires, no longer attracted by their false glitter. Nor do we aspire to some heaven or

heavenly pleasures offered to us by ego-oriented religion–things that also end as
painfully as the joys of earth. Even miracles mean nothing to us, for they occur only in
the realm of duality, the realm of death.
Where is Life?
Seeing that Nachiketa was yearning to pass from death to Immortality, Yama
continues: “The ancient, effulgent being, the indwelling Spirit, subtle, deep-hidden in
the lotus of the heart, is hard to know. But the wise man, following the path of
meditation, knows him, and is freed alike from pleasure and from pain.” (Katha
Upanishad 1:2:12)
First of all, before analyzing this, it must be realized that Yama is talking about us.
Certainly, we are finite and God is infinite, but substantially (essentially) we are the
same. So Yama is talking about our true nature in these amazing words, and we should
consider them accordingly.
Ancient
We are puranam–ancient. God is called the Purana Purusha, the Ancient Person.
Since we coexist with Him, we, too, are ancient. Shankara in his commentary explains
that in this context puranam does not just mean incredibly old, but everlasting. That is,
we, too, are primeval beings. “There was never a time when I did not exist, nor you,
nor any of these kings. Nor is there any future in which we shall cease to be,” Krishna
tells Arjuna in the Gita (2:12).
Our eternity is very hard for us to grasp even theoretically because we have been
caught in the time-space web for ages beyond calculation. Creations have come and
gone as we barely crawled along the evolutionary path. We just cannot conceive of
eternity, for it is not time without end, it is that state of being which lies beyond time.
Actually, we are living in that state right now, but have completely lost sight of it and
imagine we are immersed in the sea of constant change, of constant birth and death
with their attendant sufferings.
To view ourselves as eternal, immortal beings is therefore most important, for
without that perspective “life” will totally overwhelm us, drowning us in illusions
without either numbering or end. Yet when we step back, withdrawing our
consciousness into our own reality, it will end instantly. It is the stepping back and
withdrawal that takes the time.
Effulgent Being
Devam means “shining one.” We are ourselves “the light that shines in
darkness” (John 1:5) for we are a living part of the Light of Life (John 1:4).
Consequently we must turn within for illumination. Until we are perfected in that inturning
we do need some external lights such as holy books and teachers, but it is
unwise to become dependent on any outer source of knowledge. Eventually we must
get it all from within, having become swayamprakash, self-illumined.
Certainly we should be discontented with our present ignorant and bound state of
being, but there is no room here for condemning or loathing ourselves for being
sinners, weak, foolish, etc. Our discontent with our present state should arise from our
conviction that we are ourselves divine–for devam means that as well. We are living far
beneath our selves. Knowing that, we should turn around, stop our descent, and begin
ascending to our real place–far beyond any childish heaven or relative condition of any

type however exalted.
Since we are self-effulgent, all guidance must eventually come from within. We may
not be able to tap the inner light right now to the needed degree, but in time our atma
alone must be our guide through and beyond this life. We must learn to rely on our
capacity for pure Knowing.
As a child and a young man I looked upon myself as a “Bible-believing Christian,”
so naturally I believed that Jesus Christ was the Light of the World (John 8:12, John
9:5). But it was only when I found the wisdom of the Upanishads that I really believed
Jesus when he said: “Ye are the light of the world.” (Matthew 5:14) For the
fundamental necessity is to realize that we are the Light also. “God is light” (I John 1:5)
and so are we, for we and God are one, not two. No one who claims to be spiritually
enlightened can teach otherwise, “for with thee is the fountain of life: in thy light shall
we see light.” (Psalms 36:9) The Light of God reveals the Light of our own Self. The
closer we get to our real self, the closer we come to God, and vice versa. Then “the sun
shall be no more thy light by day; neither for brightness shall the moon give light unto
thee: but the Lord shall be unto thee an everlasting light, and thy God thy
glory.” (Isaiah 60:19) For we shall know ourselves as Light and Glory. This is not
egotism, for in the Light the ego melts away. “The path of the just is as the shining
light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day.” (Proverbs 4:18)
Indwelling Spirit
“Indwelling spirit” not only tells us that we are pure consciousness by nature, but
the important fact that our consciousness is the noumenon which dwells at the heart of
all phenomena. That wherever there is any “thing” there are we as the reality that is
the substratum of all existence–even of illusion. That is why we find our selves if we
pierce the veil of illusion or look within. We are omnipresent.
Subtle
We do not perceive the Self because our conditionings from aeons of relative
existence has coarsened our perceptions. Experiencing materiality over and over and
over again has oriented and confined our awareness to the grossest levels of existence.
Further, it has oriented and confined our awareness to externalities. Any reflective
person can readily understand the need to turn our awareness inward to perceive the
self, but more is needed: we must refine our minds, rendering them more and more
subtle so they can eventually see the Most Subtle: the Self.
Meditation refines the mind no doubt, but we have to do more than that, otherwise
an entire life will simply not be enough time to produce the requisite refinement.
Therefore Patanjali in Yoga Sutras 2:30,32 lists the necessary means for the physical
and psychic refinement without which the Self cannot be realized to any degree. They
are:
1) Ahimsa: non-violence, non-injury, harmlessness
2) Satya: truthfulness, honesty
3) Asteya: non-stealing, honesty, non-misappropriativeness
4) Brahmacharya: sexual continence in thought, word and deed as well as control
of all the senses
5) Aparigraha: non-possessiveness, non-greed, non-selfishness, non-acquisitiveness
6) Shaucha: purity, cleanliness
7) Santosha: contentment, peacefulness
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8) Tapas: austerity, practical (i.e., result-producing) spiritual discipline
9) Swadhyaya: introspective self-study, spiritual study
10) Ishwarapranidhana: offering of one’s life to God
All of these deal with the innate powers of the human being–or rather with the
abstinence and observance that will develop and release those powers to be used
toward our spiritual perfection, to our self-realization and liberation. Equally important
is their effect on our minds: harmonization, strengthening, and refinement.
These ten factors and successful meditation are actually interdependent. Without
meditation they are impossible to accomplish, and without their steady and complete
observance meditation becomes impossible. This is why after nearly forty years of the
“yoga boom” in this country nothing significant has been accomplished spiritually. A
lot of money has been made, organizations formed and exalted over the lives of their
members, and a great deal of folly and neurosis has resulted (what to say of virulent
scandals) but that is all. Why? Because these ten needful elements are utterly omitted
from the spheres of their existence. They are never mentioned, much less advocated.
The only exception is ahimsa–limited only to opposition to war. This is because
everybody wants to be nice and the pop-yoga movement was born during the “Hell no,
we won’t go!” war-protesting hip era. However, the most obvious personal application
of ahimsa: advocacy of abstention from the eating of animal flesh, is usually absent.
The sensible aspirant cannot do otherwise than make these ten disciplines part of
his life if he truly wishes to render himself capable of beholding the Self and living as
the Self.
Deep-hidden in the lotus of the heart
Why are we out of touch with God and our Self? Because we are skimming on the
surface of “things” while Reality is “deep-hidden in the lotus of the heart”–the Core of
All. Actually, Reality is deep-hidden in the core of the things we are experiencing. We
only need to see into them to find the True. That is why in Buddhism we find the word
Penetration so frequently used. We must See Deeply. That is, we need not turn away or
withdraw from outer phenomena, but rather develop the capacity to see into them to
their ultimate Depth. To do this we do enter inside through meditation, but since there
really is neither Inside nor Outside in the truest sense, in time–through the practice of
meditation–we come to see all there is to see: The One.
Hard to know
We have all experienced getting a mistaken idea or impression stuck in our head
that we could not get rid of even when we knew better. The same is true of habit
patterns. Living in conditioned existence we ourselves have become conditioned–or at
least we identify with the conditionings of the ever-shifting mind. This is the only
reason that the Self is hard to know. It has nothing to do with the nature of the Self, but
with the conditioning of the mind–conditioning resulting from billions and billions of
lifetimes as everything from an atom of hydrogen onward to where we are now. It is
not easy to undo in a few years what we have taken thousands of creation cycles to
build up! Yet it can be done and will be done in time. We just have to understand the
way things work and that it will take time. Nevertheless, the words “hard to know”
assure us that the Self can be known.
The way and its effects

“But the wise man, following the path of meditation, knows him, and is freed alike
from pleasure and from pain.” It is the path of meditation that leads to Self-knowledge,
none other. “The uncontrolled mind does not guess that the Atman is present: how can
it meditate? Without meditation, where is peace? Without peace, where is
happiness?” (Bhagavad Gita 2:66)
It is not that Self-knowledge renders us incapable of experiencing pleasure or pain,
but of being in bondage to them–that is, being subject to reaction to pleasure and pain.
“The bonds of his flesh are broken. He is lucky, and does not rejoice: he is unlucky,
and does not weep. I call him illumined.” (Bhagavad Gita 2:57) “To obey the Atman is
his peaceful joy; sorrow melts into that clear peace: his quiet mind is soon established
in peace.” (Bhagavad Gita 2:65)

Finding the Treasure
All the world seeks happiness. Our American Declaration of Independence says
that the pursuit of happiness is an inalienable right for every human being. But see
how miserable people really are beneath the frantic veneer of the pursuit of happiness
in an ever-changing and pain-producing world. The problem? We are looking in the
wrong direction. We are seeking outward when we should be seeking inward. We are
seeking the non-self instead of the Self. From the Katha Upanishad we learn the right
line of action.
“The man who has learned that the Self is separate from the body, the senses, and
the mind, and has fully known him, the soul of truth, the subtle principle–such a man
verily attains to him, and is exceeding glad, because he has found the source and
dwelling place of all felicity. Truly do I believe, O Nachiketa, that for thee the gates of
joy stand open.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:13)
Separate
“The Self is separate from the body, the senses, and the mind.” Therefore the body,
senses, and mind cannot even “see” the Self as an object, and certainly cannot possibly
experience the Self to any degree. The happiness experienced by body, senses, and
mind is not true happiness at all, but an approximation, a sham that distracts us from
the real thing, inevitably leading us to frustration and all-around misery. This must be
learned. Then the Self itself must be known.
Soul of truth, subtle principle
The Self is the very soul of Truth, of Reality. It is not just the basis of reality, it IS
reality. Apart from it there simply is nothing. It is subtle beyond all conception–but not
beyond all experience. It is when we enter fully into the Being that is the Self, that we
“attain to him,” that boundless happiness shall be ours. For the Boundless itself shall
be ours.
Source and dwelling
Yama then tells us an important fact: the Self is the source of all and the dwelling
place of all felicity. Now this is most intriguing. We are saying that the Self is all there
really is, and then we hear that it is the source of “all.” This is the key to true non-dual
comprehension. Sri Ramakrishna explained that at first we follow the path of negation
saying “Not this, not that,” the idea being that everything we can see or think of is not
the Real. But when we come to the real end of that approach–which is not just
intellection or mind-gaming, but the inner path of meditation–and turn back we will say
“ALL this!” That is, we will see that everything is the Real, that the unreal was only our
way of seeing and (mis)understanding it. The whole world, said Sri Ramakrishna, will
then be seen as “a mart of joy.” Unless this is understood at the beginning we will end
up being just another dyspeptic world-and-life-denying grouch, claiming that our
dryness and grimness is jnana (wisdom). “There is a state beyond bliss, you know,”
grated one of them to a friend of mine who dared to find joy in the Self. India abounds
with these anatmic misfits and we have plenty of them in the West, too. (One is too
many.)

All that is dwells in–is rooted in–the Self and is therefore an expression of divine
Ananda. What a wonderful world-view: one that sees not “the world” but Spirit. We do
not go from one point to another to pass from the unreal to the Real, from darkness to
the Light, from death to Immortality. It is only a matter of changing our base of
perception. This is the real alchemy, changing the lead of mundane experience to the
gold of supernal joy.
The conclusion
No one is excluded from this glorious truth, it extends to all and is vital to all in an
equal degree. No one is nearer or farer from the Self–it embraces all. This is the real
Gospel–the Evangelion, the Good News humanity needs so desperately: “Truly, for
thee the gates of joy stand open.”
Let us pass through them!

The Transcendent Reality of the Self
Previously Yama has spoken to Nachiketa of the manner to experience the Self that
is immanent in all that “is.” Now he completes the picture by an exposition of the
Transcendent and the means to realize It. He does this in response to Nachiketa’s
question: “Teach me, O King, I beseech thee, whatsoever thou knowest to be beyond
right and wrong, beyond cause and effect, beyond past, present, and future.” (Katha
Upanishad 1:2:14) He desires to know about the Transcendental Reality that is beyond
all qualities or designations. As the Immanent Being, That has infinite names, forms,
conditions, and qualities, but beyond that is something much greater: the
Transcendent. That can neither be said to exist or not to exist, to be with form or
without form, with qualities or without qualities, for all these propositions are dualities,
one presupposing the other. Where there is one there is its opposite–duality is an
absolute in the realm of the Immanent Reality. Nachiketa is certainly pleased with the
truth that all can be seen as the Divine Unity, but he wishes to complete his knowledge
by learning about what lies beyond even that. Sri Ma Anandamayi, when discussing
these things, always insisted on the point that there is a state in which even the
question of duality/unity, form/formless, and such like cannot even arise. That is the
state Nachiketa aspires to comprehend and experience.
The answer is in the question
Everything in manifestation is dual. This is the truth for every aspect of life. There
is an interesting divinatory process known as The Alphabet of the Magi. To “work” it a
question is formulated and then written on cards–one letter per card. These cards are
then shuffled and dealt out in a special way (unknown to me) to form the words that
are the answer to the question! It was The Alphabet of the Magi, worked by a
Benedictine monk who practiced divination and astrology in Paris after his monastery
had been closed by the anti-religious government, that inspired Charlotte Corday to
assassinate Marat and inspired Napoleon, then a mere corporal, to aspire to the
rulership of France. So it works.
The idea that the answer is inherent in the question is very important, for it means
that the questioner already knows the answer on the subconscious (or superconscious)
level, that the question cannot arise until the answer is subliminally known. The
purpose of questioning, then, is to bring out on the conscious level what is known
unconsciously. When we seemingly ask another to teach us we are really seeking to
stimulate and bring forth our own knowledge. That is why the wise have assured their
students that in time they would be able to find the answers within themselves–it is
only a matter of developing intuition through clarifying the mind.
It is very common to hear someone demand: “Why did you ask me if you are not
going to accept what I tell you?” The reply should be: “So I can figure the answer out
for myself.” The very fact that we reject a given answer indicates that we think we do
know what is the truth about the matter. Otherwise we would mindlessly accept what
we are told. (Many do, alas.) It is all inside us. Questioning reveals the ripening of our
innate knowledge. Knowing this, Jesus said: “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and
ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: for every one that asketh
receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be

opened.” (Matthew 7:7, 8) He is not urging us to seek outside ourselves, but to seek
within.
Nachiketa seems to be asking Yama about the Transcendent, but his question
reveals how much he already knows.
Beyond right and wrong
The moment we enter duality–relative existence–we become subject to the
situation that some thoughts, words, and acts will impel us onward to higher
consciousness and others will impel us to lower consciousness. No matter where we
may “be” at the moment, it cannot be permanent. By the nature of things we will keep
moving up and down, back and forth. Whenever we think we have attained some
stability it is only a matter of the movement being so slow it is imperceptible to us. We
are always in danger of incurring suffering because of this. In truth, suffering is
inevitable, for even rising requires effort and unsureness or doubt as to the success of
our endeavor. As Krishna says of us: “Anxiety binds them with a hundred
chains.” (Bhagavad Gita 16:12) We suffer anxiety as to what is the right or wrong and
anxiety as to whether we can avoid the wrong and manage to think and do the right.
Even more, we are busy getting and losing, anxious to get the good and rid ourselves
of the wrong. And of course we are mostly deluded as to what is really right and
wrong, usually thinking that the pleasurable is right and the painful is wrong. That is
why Krishna told Arjuna: “Both the good and the pleasant present themselves to men.
The wise, having examined both, distinguish the one from the other. The wise prefer
the good to the pleasant; the foolish, driven by fleshly desires, prefer the pleasant to
the good.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:2) The danger is obvious.
Nachiketa intuits that this terrible dragging back and forth, this dilemma inherent
in “existence,” can come to an end–not in the realm of relative existence, but in its
transcendence. Realizing the truth that trying to “rise above” any of the dualities is as
foolish as trying to make dry water or cold fire, is a tremendous breakthrough for the
developing consciousness and indicates that the end of the search is near. Some of our
monks visited a great saint in the Himalayan foothills and spoke with him about
spiritual life. He told them: “Your questions show that you are not far from the Goal.”
Beyond cause and effect
In ignorant religion “sin” and “righteousness” occupy a great deal of attention, not
necessarily because of a sincere desire to be virtuous, but because of their effects.
Desire and fear motivate the religionist–at least mentally and emotionally–for sin gets
punished and righteousness gets rewarded. Punishment hurts and reward feels good.
Punishment takes away and reward supplies. The dispenser of reward and punishment
is some kind (or many kinds) of deity who, being an extension of the ignorant egos of
the adherents of the religion, judges good and bad on the basis of “I like” and “I don’t
like,” “I want” and “I don’t want.” Good sense and practicality have nothing to do with
it. The deity is either pleased or displeased and acts accordingly. To complicate
matters, the deity can be placated if “sinned against” and, being mollified by groveling
and penitence, will reward the sinner as much as if he had been virtuous–maybe even
more, so the deity’s “love” and “mercy” can be revealed. We see this behavior in
human beings all the time: tears, apology and self-castigation not only stop the anger or
displeasure, they evoke a tenderness and openness that should sensibly only be
evoked by right conduct. So in evil religion (for ignorance is evil), despite the

assurance that virtue is rewarded, we see that sin and repentance are rewarded and
the sinner assured of salvation. Such a religion becomes a living hell populated and
promoted by living demons.
I expect that just about everyone reading these words are congratulating
themselves on having gotten out of or avoided such religion. Ah, the sane wisdom of
the East. Really? Do we not see that “good karma” and “bad karma” are bugaboos just
as much desired and feared as any heaven or hell proffered by Western religion? I
knew a man that had a metaphysical bookstore. Shoplifting was a real problem. Now, if
he had put a sign on the door so the departing malefactors would have read something
like: “Thou shalt not steal,” (Exodus 20:15) or “The soul that sinneth it shall
die,” (Ezekiel 18:4,20) or ““Know thou that God will bring thee into
judgment,” (Ecclesiastes 11:9) it would have had no result–perhaps even the opposite.
For after all, were not his customers “beyond all that Judeo-Christian negativity”?
Indeed they were! So he did this. He put a sign on the door for all to see as they
departed saying: “Shoplifting is Bad Karma.” Nearly every day that sign stopped at
least one person. Most sheepishly shuffled back to the shelf and sneaked the book
back. Some actually came to the owner and gave him the book along with an apology.
Why? Had he evoked their higher moral sensibilities? Not a bit. They had traded fear
of sin and hell for fear of bad karma and retribution–maybe even a bad rebirth. The
ego was still in the driver’s seat, and quite liable to stay there for a long time. Karma
may be more “scientific” a concept than sin, punishment, and hell, but the fear
engendered is just as egoic, and therefore just as negative and ultimately ignorant.
Nachiketa had a clear vision of things. The problem was not tears or smiles, but the
LAW of cause and effect, the truth that for every action there is an equal responsive
reaction. Reactivity, inner and outer, is also inherent in relative–dual–consciousness.
But Nachiketa did not just want to get away from the noise and damp of the ocean of
samsara, he wanted to get away from the ocean itself. A jail cell may be miserable or
luxurious, but it is still a prison. Nachiketa aspired to freedom. He wished to attain that
which was beyond cause and effect, not just a means of avoiding them. This is one of
the reasons why religion is usually so pointless: it attempts to make the fire stop
burning rather than showing the way out of the conflagration. It seeks to make
bondage palatable, pleasing to both the egocentric deity and the egocentric devotee. A
confederacy of dunces, indeed.
Beyond past, present, and future
My first reading of the Bhagavad Gita revealed to me something I had intuited all
my life: the fundamental truth that space and time are utter illusions, basic delusions of
human consciousness. What a relief! So when in three or four days I heard one of the
most intelligent of my university professors remark that time and space were the two
fundamental realities, you can imagine how much I appreciated the Gita for clearing
that nonsense up for me. (I appreciated myself, too, for being so clever as to
understand it.)
The time-space continuum is a torment to the awakened consciousness, for it is the
basis for the existence of cause and effect and therefore of right and wrong. It is
impermanence itself, the root cause of all suffering, fear, anxiety, and instability. Since
we have been immersed in relativity for creation cycles beyond number, we find
ourselves in a present whose vast roots are thoroughly unknown, and whose effects
will create an unknown future that will be a fusion of the past and the “present

present.” Uncertainty and confusion are the results of even a small attempt to make
sense of the whole thing. And the idea of controlling any aspect is simply beyond our
imagination. We are drowning in a shoreless ocean. But we do not just drown once and
have it over with. We drown daily–every moment, actually. Only the stupid or the
willfully ignorant do not see this. How can we blame those who take refuge in illusion,
whatever the form? They do not need an analysis or judgment of their predicament;
they need a way out. Nachiketa is asking for that, not for more philosophy or
exposition of the problem.
Transcendent being
There is not a “place” beyond right and wrong, beyond cause and effect, beyond
past, present, and future, but a state of being that transcends them. Nachiketa sought to
become an altogether different order of being, to enter into the state of Brahman Itself.
Knowing this to be so, Yama does not hesitate, but literally spells it out. He begins:
“Of that goal which all the Vedas declare, which is implicit in all penances, and in
pursuit of which men lead lives of continence and service, of that will I briefly
speak.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:15)
Goal
That which Nachiketa seeks is not an abstraction but a positive reality known to
Yama. Perhaps the most heartening thing that can be said about That Which Is is the
fact that it is The Goal. Its attainment is not only possible, it is inevitable. The entire
field of relative existence, however much we have damaged or corrupted it, and it in
turn has damaged or corrupted us, has a single purpose: the attainment of Brahman
and the consequent liberation of the questing spirit (atman). This is what everything is
all about. So no wonder we have made such a mess of things–literally. Not knowing
either their or our purpose, what else could be the result? We are like the character in
the Woody Allen movie that tried to play the cello by blowing through the holes.
Ignorance is the root of all the trouble.
“Shake off this fever of ignorance. Stop hoping for worldly rewards. Fix your mind
on the Atman. Be free from the sense of ego,” (Bhagavad Gita 3:30) counsels Krishna.
“You dream you are the doer, you dream that action is done, you dream that action
bears fruit. It is your ignorance, it is the world’s delusion that gives you these
dreams.” (Bhagavad Gita 5:14) “Seek this knowledge and comprehend clearly why you
should seek it: such, it is said, are the roots of true wisdom: ignorance, merely, is all
that denies them.” (Bhagavad Gita 13:11) “When men have thrown off their ignorance,
they are free from pride and delusion. They have conquered the evil of worldly
attachment. They live in constant union with the Atman. All craving has left them. They
are no longer at the mercy of opposing sense-reactions. Thus they reach that state
which is beyond all change.” (Bhagavad Gita 15:5)
Vedas
By “vedas” Yama means the teachings of illumined sages regarding the nature of
Brahman and the way to conscious union with Brahman. For “veda” means knowledge
or wisdom. Although that word has come to be used only in the sense of the ancient
Sanskrit hymns found in the Rig, Sama, Yajur, and Atharva Vedas, they are not meant
here. At the time of Nachiketa the vedas were the orally transmitted wisdom of the
Vedic Rishis that only later were written down as the upanishads. In a broader sense,

the vedas are the words of any enlightened person about the nature of God and the
realization of God. Books of speculative philosophy mean nothing to our search for
Divine Consciousness. Only the teachings of those who have themselves reached the
Goal are relevant and worthy of our attention.
Implicit in all penances
The word rather poorly translated here as “penances” is tapasya. Literally it means
the generation of heat or energy, but is always used in a symbolic manner, referring to
spiritual practice and its effect, especially the roasting of karmic seeds, the burning up
of karma. Tapasya means a practical–i.e., result-producing–spiritual discipline which
culminates in spiritual evolution and enlightenment.
The important idea in Yama’s words are that our spiritual practice must be
congruent with the nature of God. Though tapasya implies a discipline, it cannot just
be some type of militaristic coercion or “mortification” of the body and mind that are
often nothing more than an expression of self-loathing. The religions of the world
abound in admiration for those who torture the body and mind, attaining abnormal
psychic states foolishly mistaken for spiritual attainment. But according to Yama, the
Goal must be implicit in all disciplines. That is, the disciplines themselves must
embody the nature of God–and our own selves, as well. A person unfamiliar with
spiritual truth should be able through analysis of authentic practice to actually come to
understand the truth regarding the nature of both the seeker and the Goal. If a
spiritual practice cannot impart this knowledge by its very mechanics, then it is invalid
and cannot possibly lead to the Goal. For this is a very valuable fact: only that practice
which from the very first moment puts us in touch with God and begins to reveal our
true nature is genuine yoga. All else is illusion. That is why Krishna says: “What is
man’s will and how shall he use it? Let him put forth its power to uncover the Atman,
not hide the Atman: man’s will is the only friend of the Atman: his will is also the
Atman’s enemy.” (Bhagavad Gita 6:5) The plain truth is that putting the force of the
will into erroneous practices will hide the Truth from us even more, whereas applying
the will in correct practice will reveal Divinity to us. For Divinity is inherent in true
yoga.
In pursuit of which…
The upanishads teach us the truth of the unity of the atman and Brahman.
Therefore that truth is known as advaita, “not two,” meaning that there is no separation
of the atman and Brahman at any time. Simplistic thinkers, especially in the West,
immediately begin to decry the idea of tapasya, yoga, or any other discipline, insisting
very shrilly that there is no need for such, that to engage in spiritual practice is to
affirm a delusion of separation between us and God. They usually end up denying that
either we or God even exist, advocating a kind of petulant, bullying nihilism, reminding
any sensible person of Krishna’s indictment: “These malignant creatures are full of
egoism, vanity, lust, wrath, and consciousness of power. They loathe me, and deny my
presence both in themselves and in others. They are enemies of all men and of
myself.” (Bhagavad Gita 16:18) Drastic words, these, but they address a drastic mental
and spiritual aberration. Read the entire sixteenth chapter of the Bhagavad Gita for a
full outline of such kinds of people. This is but one of the reasons why a continual
study of the Gita is necessary for those who do not wish to go (or be led) astray in
their spiritual pursuit. No student of the Gita could ever fall into such absurd pitfalls as

these “advaitans” whose only unity is their absorption in the illusion of the ego.
The truth is that the realization of God not only can but must be pursued. We do
not pursue God, understand, for God is everywhere and always one with us. Rather, we
pursue the revelation of that eternal oneness and its manifestation on all levels of our
present existence. Regarding this, a yogi-adept of the twentieth century, Dr. I. K.
Taimni, remarked in his book The Science of Yoga: “According to the yogic philosophy
it is possible to rise completely above the illusions and miseries of life and to gain
infinite knowledge, bliss, and power through enlightenment here and now while we are
still living in the physical body. And if we do not attain this enlightenment while we are
still alive we will have to come back again and again into this world until we have
accomplished this appointed task. So it is not a question of choosing the path of yoga
or rejecting it. It is a question of choosing it now or in some future life. It is a question
of gaining enlightenment as soon as possible and avoiding the suffering in the future
or postponing the effort and going through further suffering which is unnecessary and
avoidable. This is the meaning of Yoga Sutra 2:16: ‘The misery which is not yet come
can and is to be avoided.’ No vague promise of an uncertain postmortem happiness
this, but a definite scientific assertion of a fact verified by the experience of
innumerable yogis, saints, and sages who have trodden the path of yoga throughout
the ages.”
It is absolutely sure: “Seek, and ye shall find.”
Brahmacharya
Brahmacharyam is the word Swami Prabhavananda translates as “lives of
continence and service.” Radhakrishnan renders it “the life of a religious student,” and
Swami Sivananda: “life of a brahmacharin.” In India the first stage of life is that of a
student, a brahmachari. The brahmachari-student leads a life of discipline, the core of
which is sexual continence–a concept utterly lacking in other cultures as their present
disintegration reveals. He also serves his teacher in a practical way, for the ideal
environment of the brahmacharya ashram is rural, a forest setting being the ideal. At
the time the upanishads were first spoken, all Aryas lived in the forests, living an
agrarian life of the utmost simplicity. The students of a teacher helped out in the day-today
routine required by such a lifestyle.
But Yama is not confining brahmacharya to the student’s stage of life, and in
“modern times,” whatever the age or outer circumstances of the seeker, it would
consist of both self control (abstinence) and practical positive action, including selfless
service.
I once saw a cartoon in which a drunk was lying in a gutter and asking a Salvation
Army woman: “Can you save me here, or do I have to go somewhere?” Obviously,
being “saved” did not interest him very much. But those who are truly interested say
with the Prodigal Son: “I will arise and go.” (Luke 15:18) And they do. Living a life of
purity and discipline is the way they rise and go.
Briefly speak.
It is most significant that Yama says he will briefly speak of the Goal. Why is this?
Because the Goal is Brahman, and Brahman can only be spoken of very briefly. This is
because Brahman is exceedingly simple, in fact the only really simple (incomplex)
“thing” there is. Also, the intellect can only grasp the tiniest bit of the truth about
Brahman, so not only can little be said, little can be understood. In a way this makes it

very easy for us. Here is how the Gita teaches us about Brahman:
“Now I shall describe That which has to be known, in order that its knower may
gain immortality. That Brahman is beginningless, transcendent, eternal. He is said to
be equally beyond what is, and what is not.” (Bhagavad Gita 13:12) “Light of all lights,
He abides beyond our ignorant darkness; Knowledge, the one thing real we may study
or know, the heart’s dweller.” (Bhagavad Gita 13:17)
But Nachiketa does not want to know about Brahman, he wants to know Brahman.
With this in mind, Yama reveals both Brahman and the way to Brahman–for they are
the same–by saying: “It is–OM.” (Om ityetat. Katha Upanishad 1:2:15)
You cannot be briefer than that. Nor do you need to be. Yama has said it all, for Om
is the embodiment of The All.
He has, as I say, said it all, but Yama continues with a brief exposition of the nature
of Om.
Om is Supreme Brahman
“This syllable is Brahman. This syllable is indeed supreme. He who knows it
obtains his desire.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:16)
Om is Brahman. It is not a symbol of Brahman, It IS Brahman. Om is not even a
word–It is the very presence of Brahman. “Om is not counted among words,” (The
Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna, Majumdar translation: 3.17.3) said Sri Ramakrishna. “It is
not a word, it is God Himself,” said Swami Vivekananda (Inspired Talks, Sunday, July
21). This assertion is borne out by the fact that in Sanskrit Om is not treated as a
word–that is, It does not go through any changes in form according to its grammatical
position or status. It has no plural, possessive, subjective, objective, or adjectival forms.
It is always just “Om” and nothing else.
I could cite a great many authoritative statements affirming the divine nature of
Om, but I recommend our publication, The Glories and Powers of Om, which contains
under many headings the scriptural statements on Om.
Obviously Om is supreme, being Itself the Supreme. But Yama has made this
seemingly obvious comment to convey the fact that Om is the supreme means to the
realization of the Supreme. There is nothing higher than Om, nor is there any means
of spiritual cultivation higher than Om. That is why Patanjali simply said: “Its repetition
and meditation is the way.” (Yoga Sutras 1:28)
Yama then tells Nachiketa that he who knows Om obtains whatever he desires.
Many upanishads state that Om encompasses all existence and therefore literally is all
things, that all things are formed of Om just as all clay pots are made of the single
substance, clay. Since all things are contained in Om, it can only follow that he who
truly knows Om by uniting his consciousness with It through Its japa and meditation
shall attain all that he desires as a matter of course. Such a wise one, will of course
desire only That which fulfills all desire: Brahman. Commenting on this very verse,
Swami Vivekananda said: “Ay, therefore first know the secret of this Om, that you are
the Om….” (The Vedanta) Om is the ending of all desire by being the fulfillment of all
desire.
The strongest and the highest
“It is the strongest support. It is the highest symbol. He who knows it is reverenced
as a knower of Brahman.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:17) The need for security is
fundamental to human existence. This is especially true in relation to spiritual life.

Even a little observation reveals how incredibly fragile spiritual consciousness and
spiritual activity is in human life, for everything militates against it and overwhelms it.
Observing this, Jesus’ disciples asked him: “Lord, are there few that be saved?” And he
assured them that indeed few manage to be saved. (See Luke 13:23,24; Matthew 7:14;
19:25; 20:16; 22:14.) The New Testament Greek word translated “saved” is sodzo, which
means to be safe in the sense of delivered from danger or harm. It also means to be
healed and become whole. Salvation in the view of Jesus and his disciples was not
having sins forgiven and allowed into heaven, but was the same as the upanishadic
sages: Liberation (Moksha). All shall eventually attain liberation, but only a few at a
time do so. Not because it is so difficult, but that so few even conceive of it, and even
fewer persevere in the pursuit of it. Jesus quoted the Gita in his discourses and was
certainly familiar with Krishna’s words to Arjuna: “Who cares to seek for that perfect
freedom? One man, perhaps, in many thousands. Then tell me how many of those who
seek freedom shall know the total truth of my being? Perhaps one only.” (Bhagavad
Gita 7:3)
With this perspective, Yama tells Nachiketa that Om is the strongest and highest
support. Swami Pabhavananda translated alambana the second time as “symbol” no
doubt thinking of Om as an object of meditation. Although its supporting power is
most important in relation to spiritual life and practice, Yama makes no such explicit
qualification, so we can be sure that Om is the empowerment and support of
everything positive in our life. This, too, is asserted many times in the upanishads.
Knower of Om–knower of Brahman.
“He who knows It is reverenced as a knower of Brahman.” Some translators render
this: “He who knows It is revered in the world of Brahman.” For a knower of Om is
translated into that world, having been transmuted into Brahman through Om. It is no
wonder, then, that the Mundaka Upanishad says about Om: “Dismiss other utterances.
This is the bridge to immortality.” (Mundaka Upanishad 2.2.5)
Om is our self (atman)
How can Om have such an incredible effect upon us? Because we are Om. It is our
own self (atman).
“The Self, whose symbol is OM, is the omniscient Lord. He is not born. He does
not die. He is neither cause nor effect. This Ancient One is unborn, imperishable,
eternal: though the body be destroyed, he is not killed.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:18)
If Brahman was not at the core of our being, as the core of our being, we could not
possibly become one with Brahman. All talk of “becoming” is of course not really
accurate if we think of it as becoming something we are not. Rather, it is the becoming
aware of, becoming established in, our eternal unity with Brahman. Some years ago,
workers in a Burmese temple were moving a huge plaster image of Buddha with heavy
equipment. Something went wrong and the image was dropped. To their astonishment
the plaster, which was only a layer a few inches thick, broke and fell off, revealing that
the image was solid gold! Centuries before it had been covered with plaster to protect
it from thieves. Today it is considered the single most valuable image of Buddha in the
world. We are like that. A layer of relative existence has been plastered onto our
consciousness for so long that we think we are the plaster. When the plaster was
broken the image was revealed to be gold, and when our “plaster” is broken we shall
be revealed as parts of Brahman, waves of the One Ocean of Being.

We shall then know that we are not born, we do not die, we are neither cause nor
effect; we are unborn, imperishable, eternal, unaffected by any conditions of the body
whatsoever. For as Shankara sang:
I am not the mind, intellect, thought, or ego;
Not hearing, not tasting, not smelling, not seeing;
I am not the elements–ether, earth, fire, air:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
I am neither Prana, nor the five vital airs;
Nor the seven components of the gross body;
Nor the subtle bodies; nor organs of action:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
I have no aversion, clinging, greed, delusion;
No envy or pride, and no duty or purpose;
I have no desire, and I have no freedom:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
I have no merit or sin, nor pleasure or pain;
No mantra, pilgrimage, Veda or sacrifice;
Not enjoying, enjoyable, or enjoyer:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
I have no death or fear, no distinction of caste;
Neither father, nor mother, nor do I have birth;
No friend or relation, guru or disciple:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
I am without attributes; I am without form;
I am all-pervading, I am omnipresent;
By senses untouched, neither free, nor knowable:
I am the form of Conscious Bliss: I am Spirit!
We do not really need to become immortal and eternal, for we are that already.
Instead we need to get beyond the illusory consciousness of birth and death, cause
and effect, and the entire range of relative existence. The japa and meditation of Om is
the Way.

The Immortal Self
Yama has just told Nachiketa that “though the body be destroyed, he [the Self] is
not killed.” Then he continues: “If the slayer think that he slays, if the slain think that
he is slain, neither of them knows the truth. The Self slays not, nor is he slain.” (Katha
Upanishad 1:2:19) Before considering this upanishadic passage, here is what the
Bhagavad Gita, the great digest of the upanishads, has to say about this:
“Bodies are said to die, but That which possesses the body is eternal. It cannot be
limited, or destroyed.…Some say this Atman is slain, and others call It the slayer: they
know nothing. How can It slay or who shall slay It? Know this Atman unborn, undying,
never ceasing, never beginning, deathless, birthless, unchanging for ever. How can It
die the death of the body? Knowing It birthless, knowing It deathless, knowing It
endless, for ever unchanging, dream not you do the deed of the killer….” (Bhagavad
Gita 2:18-21)
Dreaming–that is the key. God is dreaming the entire drama of the cosmos, but he
knows it and controls the dream. We, too, are dreaming the drama of our life, so
Krishna tells us: “You dream you are the doer, you dream that action is done, you
dream that action bears fruit. It is your ignorance, it is the world’s delusion that gives
you these dreams.” (Bhagavad Gita 5:14) The richest people in the world, if they
dream they are penniless, suffer the frustration and fear of poverty just as keenly as do
those who really are paupers. When they awake, the mental pain disperses, but it was
no less real.
This is something we often miss when we subscribe to the theory of Maya. The
experiences, such as birth, death, and disease, may be illusion, but the suffering they
produce is not. It is real. The grief we feel at the death of a loved one is real, even if the
death is not. That is why the Sankhya Karika, the basic text of the Sankhya philosophy
upon which the Yoga philosophy is based, opens with a discussion of suffering as our
problem. Certainly, illusion should be dispelled, but that will not take care of the
deeper problem: our capacity for suffering. It is foolish and callous to bully those who
suffer by expounding on the unreality of that to which they are reacting. For there is
no thing or situation which can make us suffer. Suffering is our reaction to those
things. When we reach the state where we no longer react–for pleasure is as
destructive as pain–then we will be free.
Patanjali’s dictum that yoga is the cessation of modifications of the chitta does not
refer at all to restless thoughts in the superficial mind. He is speaking of the capacity
for any kind of reactivity to outer stimuli. It is when we are unreacting and resting in
our true self that we are in the state of Yoga. To merely fiddle around with the shallow
thinking mind, believing that calming it makes us yogis, is deluding ourselves. Our
problem is far, far greater and deeper than jittery thoughts. It is the capacity for
suffering and for being deluded. To be awake in the fullest sense is to be incapable of
sleep and dream. (I am speaking metaphysically.) All the philosophy and analysis in
the world will not help us. We need to awaken forever. That is what real yoga is all
about.
Slayer and slain are roles in the dream-drama of the evolving consciousness. If we
know–not just suppose or believe–this, then nothing can move us from the state of
peace that is a quality of our true self. Fortunately for us all, the cliche about “There is

naught but thinking makes it so,” is bunkum, another Western “truth” that mercifully
is false.
The body can be slain and can be a slayer. Being part of the dream, it really acts
and is acted upon in the dream context. The dreamer, however is not part of the
dream, even when it projects an image of itself into the dream and slays or is slain.
Nothing external can affect or change the internal reality. Again, awakening is the only
solution, and we should accept nothing less. Any view other than this which Yama
presents to Nachiketa is but the blind leading the blind.
A great flaw in the thinking of most of us is only accepting half of this great truth.
We easily affirm our immortality, saying: “I can never die,” and thus reject the idea that
we can be slain. Yet we accept the concept that we can be slayers, and make a great todo
about “sin” and “karma.” Is not that so? Because we want to control the behavior of
others by promising rewards and threatening punishments, we have literally bought
into this delusion and traded on it for life after life, fooling even ourselves. Though we
find the truth in the upanishads or the Gita, we still keep on worrying about purifying
ourselves and clearing out our karma. Half-deluded, we stumble on, distracting
ourselves from the real goal, sinking deeper into the morass. Consider the lives of
saints. So many of them have been great sinners, even murderers, or incredibly
ignorant, and yet we see them either instantly entering into the state of holiness or
rocketing to it in a short time. The reason is simple: they had never committed a sin in
their eternal lives. Like David, they awoke and found themselves with God. (“When I
awake, I am still with thee.” Psalms 139:18)
We need only do the same.

The Indwelling Self
“Smaller than the smallest, greater than the greatest, this Self forever dwells within
the hearts of all. When a man is free from desire, his mind and senses purified, he
beholds the glory of the Self and is without sorrow.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:20) So
Yama now tells Nachiketa.
Smaller than the smallest, greater than the greatest
We tend to think of infinity as boundlessly large, when in actuality that which is
infinite transcends space and can therefore not be measured in any manner. It cannot
be small or large. Which is why there is no thing too small or too great for God to be
involved with. The Self, being a part of God, is likewise beyond measurement. It is
neither small nor large, gross nor subtle. In fact, the Self is simply beyond description.
We can only talk around it, not really express its mystery.
This Self forever dwells within the hearts of all
However, there are some things that can be said about the presence of the Self,
therefore Yama does tell Nachiketa that “this Self forever dwells within the hearts of
all.”
The Self is eternal. It has no beginning and it can never have an end. Whatever it is,
it has been forever. What it is not, it shall never be. We say this glibly, but usually do
not believe, and rarely manifest it. Nevertheless, it is bedrock truth.
The Self, being beyond time and space, cannot possibly be anywhere. Yet we
readily say that it is within. This is as close to the truth about the Self as we can get. At
the core of all things, having itself neither periphery or core, is the unchanging Self. It
“dwells” in the sense that it abides, yet the Self does not at all “exist” in the way we
understand existence, which is completely relative. The Self is absolute, and relativity
can never affect or touch it.
The Self abides in the hearts of all. But what is the “heart”? Guha means both cave
and heart, but it also means to be “in a secret place.” Within the inmost heart of all
things is that which transcends even “inmost.” That is the Self. And there is no thing
whatsoever that does not have the Self as its eternal, unchanging indweller. The Self
can be within all as their essential being only if the Self is all. This is the Great
Revelation. All that we see around us is resting upon the Self as the substratum. All
that we “see” objectively is Maya, illusion. That which we cannot see, but which we can
“be” is the Self, the all-pervading subject.
This all sounds wonderful, but what possible meaning can it have if we do not
experience this glorious truth for ourselves? Nothing, obviously. So Yama proceeds to
tell Nachiketa how the Self can be realized.
When a man is free from desire
To be truly free from desire is to be incapable of desire. To not be desiring anything
at the moment is not what is spoken of here. We mistakenly think that if we can
become indifferent to all things and want nothing we will be free from desire. But we
will still be in the condition where desire is possible–even if it be in the future–or even
a future life.

To desire something we have to feel inadequate, but even more fundamentally, we
have to have objective consciousness and a belief in the reality of the objects perceived,
and a belief that in some way we can enter into relation with those objects, that we can
affect them and they can affect us. What a heap of delusions! Desire is only a symptom
of profound ignorance and delusion. In itself it is no more the problem than red
blotches on the skin are the disease we call measles. (See? We even name a disease as
the symptoms.) However, true desirelessness–and that is what Yama is speaking
about–is the state of the liberated, those who know the Self.
His mind and senses purified
A few years ago a valuable book was published by the Sri Ramakrishna Math in
Madras: a translation of the Sankhya Karika by Swami Virupakshananda. In the
Publisher’s Note we find this: “Vedanta takes off to ethereal heights only from the
granite platform provided by Sankhya.…Not only Vedanta, but also modern science,
cannot be understood in all their nuances without a firm grasp of the Sankhyan tenets.”
And the translator writes: “Of all the philosophical systems, the Sankhya philosophy is
considered to be the most ancient school of thought. Sankhya philosophy maintains a
prominent place in all the shastras…. In the Mahabharata it is said that there is no
knowledge such as Sankhya and no power like that of Yoga. [On which Sankhya is
based.] We should have no doubt as to Sankhya being the highest knowledge.
(Shantiparva 316-2).” Later he outlines how the Sankhya philosophy is presented in the
Chandogya, Katha, and Svetasvatara upanishads particularly. And: “In the
Mahabharata and Puranas we find the Sankhya Philosophy fully explained.” The
second chapter of the Bhagavad Gita (part of the Mahabharata) is entitled Sankhya
Yoga, and in five verses (2:39; 3:3; 5:5; 18:13, 19) Krishna mentions Sankhya by name as
the truth he is expounding.
I mention this because it is so common for students to approach the upanishads as
exponents of the simplistic monism that is erroneously thought to be Advaita. With
this distorted frame of reference the upanishadic teachings that are very obviously
opposed to their opinion are ignored. But we cannot afford the luxury of wilful
ignorance. Simply babbling that “It is all one” and “We are already there” accomplishes
absolutely nothing. And besides, it is not true–in the simplistic sense they mean.
God, the Primal Purusha, is eternally associated with Prakriti (Pradhana) on the
macrocosmic level, and continually projects and withdraws it as the ever-evolving
creation. In the same way each individual purusha is eternally associated with prakriti
on the microcosmic level and engages in a series of incarnations, evolving the personal
prakriti to the point where it becomes a perfect mirror of the individual purusha and
there is a practical separation between the two, just as on the cosmic level. Let us not
forget: Patanjali defines yoga (liberation) as a condition of the chitta–of our personal
prakriti–not a simple intellectual insight or “realization.”
The essence is this: Each one of us is evolving our own prakriti, just as God is
evolving the universe. The difference is that God is not caught in the drama, and we
are. Sankhya states that we must learn to separate our consciousness from its
enmeshment in prakriti, but that is only the preparation. Then we must engage in the
process of bringing our prakriti to a state of perfection in which it no longer produces
waves, but becomes a permanently quiescent reflection of purusha–of our true Self,
which Buddhism calls our Original Face.
That process is Yoga, and Yama has this in mind when he speaks of the seeker

having “his mind and senses purified.” Merely reading a few books and hearing a few
lectures on the nature of the Self will not do it. We must focus our attention on/in the
energy fields we call “mind” and “senses” and completely repolarize and reconstruct
them. “Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.…Be renewed in the spirit of
your mind.” (Romans 12:2; Ephesians 4:23).” wrote Saint Paul. Patanjali speaks of the
process of kriya yoga, the yoga of purification, consisting of austerity (tapasya), selfstudy,
and devoting the life to God. (Yoga Sutras 2:1) Yama, Saint Paul, Patanjali, and
Krishna all tell us the same thing: “Become a yogi.” (Bhagavad Gita, 6:46)
He beholds the glory of the Self
The Self cannot be intellectually conceived or spoken about, but it can be seen–and
thereby fully known–by the purified consciousness. And it is seen within the core of
our being, within the cave of the heart. Caves are important symbols. Though they are
to be found everywhere, we naturally think of yogis as dwelling in caves. Which they
do, metaphorically. In the Gospels we see that Christ (Consciousness) is born in a cave
and resurrects in a cave. It all takes place in the heart. Wherefore the wise Solomon
said: “Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.” (Proverbs
4:23) The practice of yoga (mediation) is the keeping of the heart which transforms the
yogi’s life.
It is said that Shiva sits immersed in samadhi, but occasionally awakens, arises, and
dances in ecstasy, exclaiming over and over: “O! Who I am! Who I am!” The same
wonder at the glory of the Self will be experienced by the persevering yogi.
And is without sorrow
How could there be sorrow or any slightest form of suffering or discontent for
those who behold that glory and realize that they are themselves that glory? It can be
said of such a one, as Arjuna said of Krishna: “You know yourself through yourself
alone.” (Bhagavad Gita 10:15) And as Krishna said of the perfected yogi: “To obey the
Atman is his peaceful joy; sorrow melts into that clear peace: his quiet mind is soon
established in peace.” (Bhagavad Gita 2:65) “Now that he holds it [the knowledge of
the Self], he knows this treasure above all others: faith so certain shall never be
shaken by heaviest sorrow.” (Bhagavad Gita 6:22) “Who knows the Atman knows that
happiness born of pure knowledge: the joy of sattwa. Deep his delight after strict selfschooling:
sour toil at first but at last what sweetness, the end of sorrow.” (Bhagavad
Gita 18:37)

The Omnipresent Self
“Though seated, he travels far; though at rest, he moves all things. Who but the
purest of the pure can realize this Effulgent Being, who is joy and who is beyond
joy.” (Katha Upanishad 1:2:21)
Yama continues instructing Nachiketa on the nature of the Self. Being a highly
developed being, Nachiketa had doubtless intuited most of this already, but for us who
were raised in the dry gulch of the West and its “religions” his words are profoundly
stirring–astounding, actually. Who could believe that in this chaotic world there were
ever–and still are–sages who by direct experience have seen and spoken these truths?
We should analyze them carefully, not for mere philosophical exactitude, but for a
good, joyful revel in knowing the facts at last.
Unmoving, he moves
Being rooted in Infinity and thereby beyond space, the Self can never “go”
anywhere. When we speak of the atma descending into relative existence or coming
into matter, we are only describing the mayic experience that is itself nothing more
than a training movie. If we see a motion picture about Europe, we do not think we
have actually been there–yet, we did see Europe. In the same way, under the spell of
Maya we have all kinds of experiences, yet they are mere appearance only.
“Appearance,” however is real, even if insubstantial. So we both are and are not here. I
experience writing this, and you experience reading it. That is real. But the
environment in which we live, including our bodies, is but the picture projected onto
the formless screen of consciousness that is our Self.
So, going nowhere, the Self “goes” everywhere. Being no thing, the Self “becomes”
all things. Doing nothing, the Self “does” everything. This is the way of it.
Unmoved, he is the mover
Nothing affects the Self, but the Self affects all situations and things. Sankhya
philosophy postulates that although Prakriti never touches the Purusha, it is the
proximity of the Purusha that causes Prakriti to move and manifest in manifold ways.
In the West we find the expressions “uncaused Cause” and “unmoved Mover.” These
apply to the individual Self as much as to God.
There is a very practical application of this fact. Being under the spell of Maya we
think: “All this is happening to me. All this is being done to me.” But that is erroneous.
We are making it all happen, we are “doing” it to ourselves. There are no victims.
Everything proceeds from us. Consequently we can study our lives and determine
what is going on in our inner mind (which is not the Self, either). Our lives and
environment are mirror images, revealing our states of mind. Our life is an exercise in
consciousness. There are computer games in which the images on the screen are
actually manipulated by the player’s mind and will. That is but a feeble glimpse of the
truth about our entire chain of births and deaths. That is also what karma is. “You
dream you are the doer, you dream that action is done, you dream that action bears
fruit. It is your ignorance, it is the world’s delusion that gives you these
dreams.” (Bhagavad Gita 5:14)

Who can know him?
We have a terrible conditioning. We believe that all knowledge must come from
outside ourselves, that we are blanks that need to be written on. In contemporary
America this is very marked. Everybody thinks they need to have classes or lessons on
everything. Some years back a friend of our ashram pointed this out about horseriding.
She commented that everyone she knew took horse-riding lessons, in contrast
to her children who just got up on a horse and rode. Then she commented: “Everyone
thinks they have to be taught to do anything, rather than learning on their own by
experience.”
This spills over into our philosophical life, too. We think we are dummies that have
to have every nuance, every subtle point, taught to us–and even worse, that they all
have to be embodied in technical terms. It is only sensible to inquire about these
things from those with more experience and knowledge than ourselves, but childish
dependence is no wisdom at all. Dr. Spock began one of his books by telling new
mothers that they knew much more about caring for babies than they thought they
did, and to trust their inner feelings on the matter. This caused quite a stir. I was only a
child at the time, and yet the ripples of consternation even reached me through a
magazine review of his “revolutionary” book. We have no confidence, and spiritual
laziness often compounds the problem.
For some reason Swami Prabhavanandaji gives us this translation: “Who but the
purest of the pure can realize this Effulgent Being.” That is so lofty, so noble, that
frankly it paralyzes our aspiration completely. “I am not ‘the purest of the pure,’ so how
can I know the Self? I will have to ask others to give me hints about it.” But that is very
mistaken. The actual upanishadic question is: “Who else but myself can know that
radiant one [devam],” the Self? This is not just an inspiring thought, it is perfect good
sense. Being the Self, who else but I can know my Self? Others may see the divine in
me, but I alone can know the divine in me.
In the Chandogya Upanishad we have the thrilling story of Uddalaka instructing
Svetaketu on the nature of the Self, saying to him over and over: “Thou art That.” But
however stirring that account may be, Uddalaka is only telling him about the Self. It is
up to Svetaketu to know the Self. Someone can bring us strawberries, show them to us,
and even put them in our mouths, but we alone can know their taste–no one can taste
them for us. In the same way, millions may tell us about our Self, but we alone can
really know It. It begins and ends with us. Self-knowledge is the most natural thing for
us all. We are working very hard to produce and maintain the unnatural state of not
knowing the Self. Once we get sensible and literally “wise up” things will change.
Joy and beyond
The self is “this Effulgent Being, who is joy and who is beyond joy.” We are
ourselves devas–gods. There is no happiness or joy anywhere but in ourselves, for we
are not happy or joyful by nature, we ARE happiness and joy. The idea is that joy is the
permanent, eternal, condition of our true Self. The word translated “joy” in this verse is
mada, which means delight, intoxication, and exhilaration. To delight in our Self is the
ultimate enjoyment. In the last essay I mentioned that it is said that Shiva sits
immersed in samadhi, but occasionally awakens, arises, and dances in ecstasy,
exclaiming over and over: “O! Who I am! Who I am!” This is delight in the self.
Yet, Yama says that the Self “rejoices and rejoices not.” He is trying to convey that
the delight in the Self is not delight in an object, but is totally subjective and inward84
turned. This is very important, for as the yogi develops through his sadhana, his
prakriti-nature begins to reflect his inner joy more and more, and he can start
delighting in the delight-reflection rather than in the real thing, and come to the
conclusion that he has already attained the state Yama is speaking about. This is the
state of shuddhasattwa, of extreme purity of the chitta, the mind-substance of the yogi.
If he is not careful, he will mistake the mirror image for his true “face” and believe he
has attained what still lies before him. Innumerable are the yogis who have been
deluded in this way and become trapped in the subtlest reaches of Maya. That is why
Lord Krishna said: “How hard to break through is this, my Maya, made of the
gunas!” (Bhagavad Gita 7:14) For to delight in the mere picture of the joy that is the
Self is to still be trapped in objective, outward-turned consciousness. As Krishna
further tells us: “Only that yogi whose joy is inward, inward his peace, and his vision
inward shall come to Brahman and know nirvana.” (Bhagavad Gita 5:24)
How do we avoid mistaking the image for the reality? By continuing to practice
meditation and other spiritual disciplines until the moment the body drops off! A sure
sign of a deluded individual is the belief that he has gone beyond the need for meditation
and other spiritual practices. “Baba no longer needs to meditate.” “Baba has
transcended these things long ago.” “Baba is always in That, so such things are
unnecessary for him.” (You can put “Ma” in place of “Baba” if need be.) But what about
Sahaja Nirvikalpa Samadhi? Yes. What about it?
A very famous Indian guru of the twentieth century believed that he had attained
sahaja nirvikalpa samadhi, so he announced that he no longer needed to meditate,
since there was nothing more it could do for him. While his disciples meditated, he
stayed in his room and fiddled around with this and that. After some years he was
visited by two Americans who thought of themselves as big guns on the American
spiritual scene. Not wanting to scandalize them by messing about while everyone else
in the ashram meditated, Sahaja Nirvikalpa Samadhi Baba started attending the
meditation sessions and meditating also. After a few days he remarked in wonder to a
group of disciples that he could perceive a very marked improvement in his mind and
consciousness since starting to meditate daily, and expressed wonder and puzzlement
over how that could be. Unfortunately, no one had either the good sense or the
courage to tell him, so when the American biggies left, SNSB went back to fooling
around in his room during the meditation periods.
Consider the perfect life of Gautama Buddha. To the last moment of his life he lived
like a normal monk. He was eighty years of age, yet he went forth and begged for his
food every day–no one brought specially-prepared goodies for him. He lived outdoors,
under a tree, not in a special “retreat” designed by a renowned architect-disciple. He
dressed in the simple, minimal clothing of a monk, not in some expensive rigs donated
by disciples to express their “devotion.” He walked everywhere he went. He did not
ride in some cart or chariot provided by a rich patron out of consideration for his age.
And here is the most important point of all: He meditated for hours a day, even
withdrawing for weeks and months at a time to engage in even more intense
meditation. He never relaxed his disciplines for an hour, much less a day. In this way
he showed us how to not fall into delusion: keep on till the end, until the Self is truly
known. And then keep on until death says: The End.



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